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still standing
Saturday…. its been a ok day. feeling a little better, the depth of the sadness has lifted. I have been able to stop the confusion and the loudness in my head. I am deeply troubled by my daughter’s...
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battles
Monday… not all Mondays are bad. They are the day that the Lord has made. I should rejoice and be glad in it. Some Mondays are harder than others to rejoice in that kind of furfor, however it is a...
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Undate
Update…. I got up this morning to the singing birds, I lay in bed and listened to them begin their praises to God at 5:45 am. The alarm goes off and I start the usual morning routine. Shower, makeup,...
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IDK
Thursday am. Feeling really down and agitated. Feel like everyone got stupid all of a sudden, everyone is asking dumb questions and I don’t understand them. My heart is racing again….even my heart...
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Retreat
I was at a retreat in Niagara for the past 48 hours. I stayed in a 5 star hotel, spa, fantastic food, great speakers, around fellow office workers it was a great time together with friends and co...
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whine for a monday
Monday….well another week, I haven’t slept much in the last few days, but I managed 5 hours last night so better. The dizzy spells are still there, the urge to cry is very much slightly below the...
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professional suicide –
I committed professional suicide last week. I like to think that I have hidden my depression over the past 3 years.. Maybe not. something happened that made me angry, in relation to some one in the...
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Final Post – Revision Complete May 2, 2014
I just received notice from my blog site that I have been blogging for 3 years now, 231 blogs, 231 times I opened my life for all to see, critique, shrug off or laugh at, or my greatest hope –...
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Hello Again
Its been awhile since I have written. I am still here, still working, still ill, but I am still here fighting the good fight, or at least trying to, faking my way along. I have been dealing with some...
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Bubble
Originally posted on godlywomengettheblues: I was trapped in a bubble. It snuck up on me, from a cynical dirty place. The bubble is a live coming upon the me and encased. Its slimy film trapped in the...
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Push it down
Its been a while since I have written. In other sites I have written lots but maybe it is time to get back to this site. The Depression. It never leaves, it hangs on, even on the good days....
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Good Friday
So here we are at Good Friday, I can’t say I participated at all this lent season. Normally my husband and kids give up something, go to the services and then attend the holy week services. We have...
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Monday….
Still here. Last night i took my anxiety meds and it manages to help me sleep. I finally fell asleep, managed to get a few hours. It was a tough day yesterday, i managed to spend some time with my...
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Monday….
Still here. Last night i took my anxiety meds and it manages to help me sleep. I finally fell asleep, managed to get a few hours. It was a tough day yesterday, i managed to spend some time with my...
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